On the Voynich manuscript I keep by my pillow at night
I can’t tell tablet from text any more: Blarney Stone, Rosetta. Something we speak and something we kiss. Something, maybe, which lets us know love, or at least the language for it, because if we can summon the words for love and hope, perhaps too we can summon the feelings themselves, like incantations for what we’ve lost. There are still stones
that men have read for centuries and yet which have betrayed nothing. So many have tried. Like lovers tracing the beloved’s teeth with their tongues, or hipbone seams with their thumbs, they’ve touched their bodies to the slab with pride. With lust. But each of us is always losing. Our tongues grow dry and clumsy, inevitably as the ocean tides. Predictable. Once in a while we believe a key to all that mystery is tucked into the reading, any reading.
Like the text of the stars, astrology still instructing our daily tasks when we’ve begun to forget the throne of Cassiopeia, the daughter she threw to the sea. We relay no positions. Instead of myths we map their novel insides now, the tiniest bits of intimacy, force explosions of what we know into something new. Atomic Esperanto. Plutonic Pictish.
All this is to say I used to believe your freckles were like constellations, and if I had the patience I could trace out the plots of your stories, circumnavigate your world. We’d name new lands together, find the monsters in your seas and turn them into legend. One day, your rune tattoo would be revealed, and you would rise a hero or a beast. But now I think of ink
and hidden calligraphy, something like a romance language for which I know the cognates but not the grammar. The script was written on you so long ago it’s faded into the stream, worn smooth as water-washed granite. Sometimes time subsumes the meaning just so. I have the points of intersection to steer by, the guidelines, the root words and the muted screams.
Brandy McKenzie has published poems and prose in more than forty different journals, won various awards, been nominated for both Best of the Net and a Pushcart Prize, and worked on the editorial boards of various nationally distributed literary magazines. She most recently published work in The Packingtown Review, and had a personal essay and a copywriting piece highlighted as featured writing on Writing.io. She works as a paralegal and an online education consultant, and teaches critical thinking and writing to community college students.