Theories of Whiteness, #734

A photo surfaces waterboarding torture in 1968
A young soldier smirks
Something horrible has happened to his mouth

Court martial will take that smirk away
It will reappear years later
on the Vice President’s face

Praise Song for Adrienne Rich

Praise a thinking woman parachuting
into the field of danger

Praise the tongue that refuses
to serve, hands that will not soothe
singular and plural voices

The undoing of permissible fibs

The female he and the male she
Twins diving into wreckage

Praise the cat drinking from a bowl of marigolds
The woman who knows her own power

Voice in the desert teacher in a war zone
Language that won’t collude

The heart with its many blossoms

Lives ticking on, as if

Listen Kids

I too read Nietzsche in the church pews.
I perfected the art of sulk. I ironed the joy from my hair.

My closest friend was a reptile. I lived
in books about people who lived in books about books.

I slept in a hammock of post-modern expectation.

My brain grew weary of the vine-choked paragraphs.
I kept an inventory of scars.

I was wrapped tighter than a roll of quarters.
I had bowling balls for feelings.

But look at me now, I’m a sail ripping a hard wind.
A meadow—gone to seed

Melissa Tuckey is author of Tenuous Chapel, a book of poems selected by Charles Simic for the First Book Award at ABZ Press and editor of Ghost Fishing: An Eco-Justice Poetry Anthology. She’s a former Tompkins County Poet Laureate and an emeritus fellow at Black Earth Institute.  Melissa Tuckey lives, gardens, writes, dreams, and teaches on Gayogo̱hó:nǫˀ land in Ithaca, New York.