Old Aunties Sipping Gin

They look soft
but the ice is in them
the rind of the lime
sours their eye
weary and tart they
say the hardest things
without regret
coming to terms
how ridiculous this life

I’ll hold what comes

On my way to Danehy Park
where sweet pea purples
grassy trash-filled slopes
and sumac lifts its rusty cups
below an open-handed sky
July in sunshine, I step
into the white tunnel
of black metal butterflies
train clamors overhead
I breathe benzene, oxides,
the scraped track’s iron
tastes of blood,
when I emerge I have
no wings, my legs tick
the years like Crusoe’s
cross, notch by notch
minutes grind me down
I take my cue from
plastic molecules and
so will last forever,
growing small
and smaller
What’s whole contains,
and I’ll hold what comes
until I die by which I mean
grow small enough to live
in someone’s heart

The Aerialist and The Tarologist

In the middle
of the carpeted
meeting room
with his audience
watching his
every move,
the tarologist
covers one eye:

Am I here, he asks,
in the world to my right
or,
covering the other eye,
Here, on the left?
I am here

he answers, on the tightrope,
balancing, both my eyes open.
I feel the tension of the rope
along my arch.
The letter B
is a stick and two balls, bat
at the balls and forget
everything you know.

Which is what
the aerialist
made me do this morning
on the train
as she broke
the spell of my commute,
grasping the hanging straps
and lifting herself,
toes pointed into the air,
hooking her foot
onto the bar
and swaying
like a bat—
the other kind
of bat.

Mary Buchinger is the author of seven collections of poetry, including Navigating the Reach (Salmon Poetry, 2023) and Virology (Lily Poetry Review Books, 2022) She teaches at the Massachusetts College of Pharmacy and Health Sciences and serves on the board of the New England Poetry Club. www.MaryBuchinger.com