The Strike Zone vs. Democracy

The strike zone is better than democracy.
Sure, the size depends on if the umpire
hasn’t had supper and wants to call
strikes to keep hitters swinging
and end things. And its height depends
on if the umpire has had a big meal
and can’t crouch deeply enough
to call the low strikes. Maybe
a star pitcher nibbles near the corners
and gets a few more calls, or a star
batter backs up, convincing a blinking
umpire the pitch was too far inside.

But the zone adapts to the size
of every single hitter on both teams.
Each umpire has their own interpretation
of the box so all the players must learn
that version so everyone treats
it with newcomer’s eyes. A batter can
swing at a strike or a ball. No law
makes a pitcher throw only in the zone.
There are countless ways for the ball
to arrive there, fast or slow. What
falls outside the zone is just as
important as what fits in.

Sheet Music for the Left Ventricular False Tendon

As a soloist all our baby can do is wail
in four different keys (food, diaper, sleepy, bored)
and he can no more put one note after another
than he can put his feet, but his mother
and his nana play classical and jazz for him
on long calming car rides while I
hit him with rock, roll him with reggae
and soothe him with soft female leads.
So much of who we are is crammed into
these staffs and bars, listening for the first
notes from his so far treble clef palette.

But at the cardiac specialist’s, the doctor moves
his transducer baton over our child’s chest
in a tour of his heart with the throb
and the thrum and the sigh of all
the parts become one except for the
left ventricular false tendon playing
its occasional low note from a different page.
“We don’t know why, but this often fades
Like yours did after childhood,” he tells me.
How rare this tune – a chord playing
to no audience. And I just wanted to hear it
alongside all the other false starts in case
there is something we’ve been missing out on
because there is no sheet music for this
before all the genres arrive
to vie for your sole attention
and you become their finer tuned instrument.

Jocko Benoit is the author of three collections of poetry, the most recent of which is Real Estate Deals of the Apocalypse.  His poetry has appeared or will soon appear in New Ohio Review, Ploughshares, Rattle Poets Respond, Southern Poetry Review, Spillway and many other journals.