I am the same, having consumed all my chances

I dally down
familiar roads
kicking up dust
in the blazing sun
listening to cicadas
attack curled leaves
on the red bud trees
shrieking shrill songs
sounding out terror
trusting instinct

time is short they sing
this is our one chance

out of the dirt
into the heat
red eyes bearing
down determined
feverishly seeking
sex, sucking hot sap
before time reaches
its boiling point
and evaporates

Waiting

The haggard man on the northeast corner of Hyde Park
is there every day with a cardboard sign, white with red lettering,
declaring that the end is coming.

Some people say, that guy’s troubled. I try to go about my day
as though he’s wrong—as though the world is infinite.
I do my yoga, balance tenuously on one leg in tree pose,
hands at my heart. I wash the dishes in the sink,
wipe down the stone counter, toss the damp cloth
into the laundry basket. I feed the cat, pay two bills,
call an old friend, write a poem about a crow.

I do all this, but inside I am waiting, preparing,
trying not to be surprised when the man is finally right.
On an ordinary Wednesday I walk up close to him
and say, I believe you. He opens his eyes wide,
spits on the ground at my feet. I say, I’m sorry.
And he says, Me too miss. Me too.

Someone somewhere is . . 

buying an outfit for a first date
breaking up with a lover by text
soaking in a hot tub on the back deck
realizing their water just broke in the aisle at Target
hiking the Camino in the flaming Spanish sun
flying to Bangkok drinking first-class champagne
cutting the grass with a push mower
digging deep in dark dirt with a small spade
reading a dystopian novel
writing a love poem to the dog
struggling with history homework
donating blood for victims of the war
hooking a prayer mat at the kitchen table
lifting a crucifix from its nail in the hallway
working second shift at the abattoir
grooming the queen’s horses
punching dough for warm bread at supper
filing a restraining order in dark glasses
ending their life with a sleepy overdose
checking in to rehab for the last time
petting a purring cat in darkening room
crafting a way of moving when morning brings light

Jo Tyler is a queer poet, elder, storyteller, and mosaic artist. A retired Penn State professor and former Fortune 500 Vice President, she happily returned to poetry after decades of writing prose in business and academia. Her poems have been published in Yellow Arrow JournalMaryland Literary Review, and MacQueen’s Quinterly. She lives in Baltimore, Maryland with her wife Gail and her little dog Moxie.