False Penelope

Did I expect
an Odysseus-like
reception?
The unknown child,
now grown, a
manikin of loyal
longing? And
would she want
to see the scars
where I once bled?

So the journey
continues — longer
than the war with
Ilium or my
travels here.

Instead the dead
crowd the past,
the dying present here.

Suitors
past and present
have seduced her
and left; I was
snared by Circe’s
brown eyes as
the mists congeal,
swirl, part, and
curtains fall.

The players change
and grow, blight
affection, meter
heart. Pain, pain;
age, age the echo
comes — the suspect
sounds of arteries
clogging with
regret, parts played
out without rehearsal,
no chance for
correction before opening night.

Go Ask Alice

She is the blank canvas
hers is the face
upon which nothing is wrought
everything going on
somewhere deep be-
neath the surface
the wonder of it
apparent in the twin
windows of her mask.

Like so many
women of
her generation
she finds it difficult
to pretend that she
is bigger than
she is, or smaller;
she has eaten many
mushrooms, drunk much
from the nameless cup.

Why, then, are our expectations
any greater where
she is concerned, any less
than those of ourselves?

Who is Alice, what
is she, that all our instincts
think they own her? Why
should not Violet shrink
from all the men
that do offend her?

Where is the blank slate
dark as night when wet but
washed-out gray when dry?

There, in the set of her jaw
and in the ageless features
of her face, content
to reveal
all
and nothing,
in the same instant.

Jamie Brown earned his MFA from American University, where he worked on his fiction with Frank Conroy, Terry MacMillan, James Alan McPherson, Joyce Kornblatt, and others, and worked on his poetry with Henry Taylor, Myra Sklarew, Linda Pastan, Kermit Moyer and others.

A native of Washington, D.C., he taught for over a dozen years at George Washington University, for eight years concurrently teaching creative writing at Georgetown University. He taught the first-ever creative writing workshop, an eight-week intensive workshop on poetic forms in poetry, at the Smithsonian Institution.

His fiction has been published in Cup of Joe: Coffee House Flash Fiction AnthologyThe Delmarva ReviewThe Fiction Review, Gargoyle, Ginosko, Linden Avenue Literary Journal, Mediterranean Poetry, Sulphur River Literary Review, The Washington Review, and Wordwrights Magazine. His poetry and has been published in dozens of literary magazines, including California QuarterlyGargoyle, Gypsy Blood ReviewNegative Capability, Howling Dog, Kipple, Maintenant, Midwest Poetry Review, Minimus, Musings, Nebo, Phase and Cycle, Poet Lore, Poetry Motel, Rat’s Ass Review, San Fernando Poetry Journal, Sulphur River Literary Review, Tekintet (in translation in Hungary), and Voices International among others.

He won the Best Book of Verse (2013) for Sakura: A Cycle of Haiku, and Best Chapbook of Verse (2019)f or The Delaware Bay: Poems from the Delaware Press Association. His most recent chapbook, Aftermath and Other Poems, is forthcoming from Moonstone Press, Philadelphia. His full-length collection, Conventional Heresies was published by Bay Oak Publishers in 2008.

He’s a member of PEN, American Academy of Poets, National Book Critics Circle, and operates The Broadkill River Press. He was presented with the first Legacy Award by the Eastern Shore Writer’s Association for his contributions to building the literary community on the Delmarva Peninsula.

 Five of his plays have been produced “off-Ken-Cen” in the Washington, D.C. alt-theatre corridor of Fourteenth Street in Washington, D.C., a revival of one of which, “Death Comes Twice,” a comedy about Sex and Death (and Sex with Death), swept the awards in the 2007 One-Act Play Competition in Milton, Delaware (Best Play, Best Director, Best Actor, Best Actress, Best Costuming). The revival of “Re-Education of the American Proletariat,” won the Best Actor Award the following year.