Heather L. Davis

Thelonius Glow

–after a painting by Tim Ellis

This portrait of
Thelonius
is all glow, outrageous
pink-purple
purple-pink
in the charcoal dark,
a picture you can crawl inside.
Bad day today
the kind that makes you
wonder
if humans should quietly fade away, step
down
now
from a planet heavy
with war and killer weather.
Sorrow is the sound
Sorrow is the sound
of bombs exploding
and willows
too broken to weep.
But there is also
this piano music like a creature
whose haunting call
no one had ever
heard before
and the soft shadows
of this painting, Monk in profile
bathed in street lamp light
from a new dimension or washed clean
by a bar sign’s
holy neon
all magenta, all encompassing
His head
bowed, almost
prayerful, turned inward, listening, as if
the listening birthed this portrait,
birthed us.
We are Monk’s dream,
a scurry flurry
kiss
of notes
rising.

Thimble

Just there behind me.
While I stroll through the park
in autumn—footsteps light
as sunbeams or leaves rustling.
A feeling of air being moved aside.
How is it I can feel a mind?
I know you are there,
ghost of my future,
conductor of time.
Don’t ask me how
but I can tell you wear
a Brooks Brothers three-piece suit
and shiny shoes, a look I hate
because why be so buttoned up?
I could walk faster.
I could run
as 1980s New Wave
plugs up my ears.
But nothing will save us.
You hum a tune
that seeps clean through:
the theme to Jeopardy.
You asshole.
Leave my alone time alone.
I get what you will bring
to my last bedside
one or thirty years from now—
a portfolio of uneven earnings,
a spreadsheet of thirty-six hundred weeks
collapsed into a thimble.
You’ll hold it out,
ask me to drink
all the days of my life
as if they fit
in that tiny space
and I’m the sucker
born yesterday—no?
Only a second ago.

The Makers

–for Dana Kinsey

Makers never hide their snaking scars.

Instead, they dress them up, fling
glitter in the cut, string circus lights

across an infant wound. They live
best in process, their insides

displayed or played out loud.
They love to smash

the world into beauty
with whatever’s at hand:

busted car parts, magnolias,
a shot glass full of dust. Watch them

conjure murals from psychedelic sweat,
symphonies from interstellar fuzz.

Makers cultivate imperfection
as righteous mess, saying kiss this or

arrest me now, I will not
be ashamed. They invite us to come along,

not because it’s easy, not
because it’s free, but because

something trapped and humming
inside them dreams of endless flight.

There will be years of reckoning
and that hustle in the dark,

pens scratching hour after hour,
MCs spitting, bodies twisting, voices raised.

Stop and listen for that moment
of creation. You can feel it

in a trailer park far from town
and at the crowded women’s shelter

and from somewhere deep inside
the prison down the road: all of us

inmates, our cells roaring
into flame, lit by newness as it burns.

Heather L. Davis is a fan of 5 am writing sessions. Her book The Lost Tribe of Us won the Main Street Rag Poetry Book Award. She works in international public health and publishes poems, essays, and short fiction when she gets lucky. She lives in Lancaster, PA with her husband the poet Jose Padua and their two fabulous kids.