Brandon C. Spalletta

In the Future

For John

I pretend that you’re there,
Week One of football season
walking in with a Hoooo!!
like Hacksaw Jim Duggan,

prepared to describe
in painstaking detail
how ugly my Burgundy & Gold
fan-cave is because Dallas
has always been
America’s Team.

I’ve wearing my Sean Taylor
and you go with Troy Aikman—
we embrace anyway, and I tell you
that you smell nice while your tongue
reaches for my ear.

Laughing, every other head shakes
and even your second mother
waits her turn for a hug.

Downstairs, we are on opposite
sides of the room only
to the naked eye.

As the hours rush by faster
than either of us want
we meet each other’s friends,
feast, drink, and watch
the Cowboys lose.

Afterwards, as everyone has departed
for their waning evenings,
as the nighttime game begins
and we’re the only two left

you turn, now next to me
on the couch with the TV turned down
and say,

I thought that went really well, bro.
How’s next week sound?

 Unsolvable

For John

I am half of an equation
that can’t be solved,

the missing variables muddied in waters
which rushed to flood the ghost-towns
and empty neighborhoods
of our brotherhood,

lonely monuments we built to the truth
and thunderstorms, sunny days
and hearts breaking like
Piñatas—

everything I wish I could tell you.

The problem isn’t the distance—
it’s that I’m sitting here, night
by night still after the solution
to the equation

and you’re out for a jaunt
walking the beaches
of Heaven, wishing I’d
shut up, put down the pen

and come on outside
to watch the moon with you.

Brandon C. Spalletta is a poet from Herndon, Virginia. His poetry has been published in Maryland Literary Review, WWPH Writes, Bourgeon, and the anthology 2014 Storm Cycle: Best of Kind of a Hurricane Press. His poem “Daydreaming” recently received an Honorable Mention for the 2023 Luce Prize, and newer poetry is forthcoming in Dodging the Rain. At twelve years old he stood atop Old Rag Mountain, and his heart never came down.